Where did the love I threw away yet couldn’t replace come from?
Am I enough?
Do I deserve your risk?
Loneliness and silence
My head is filled with voices
Someone whispered, I was tricked
I refused, to always love you
But isn’t that a lie?
Bitter, and poignant, I swallow it like medicine
The rain that slowly subsided now leaves a cloudy sky
Under the dark clouds, I vowed to stand up, after completely sticking my body to the muddy ground
I kneel to plead
Can I stop?
I’m dying under the overcast clouds that I thought would brighten
Gnawed, eaten away
My body is not remaining
To love, to be irreplaceable
I have nothing left
